Tag: grief

When I sit

Sitting by the fire, and thinking… how I finally moved, and reset my life. I am still in disbelief I lived in my previous town for two years and a half. It makes me sad. Have you ever grieved some time in your life…

I light these for you

Tonight I light these for you. Your sisters are lighting candles too. Let every candle lit, anywhere during this starry night, be yours… It’s true that candles burn away, but the light they gave, infinitely stays. #imissyou #oneyearago #restinpeace

At terminal

At yet another airport gate. Home bound. Home sick… Not happy. Not sad. Alive. Lost at a sea, with many directions to take, but they all look the same, and none seems as perfect as that previous place… Want to stay there, but there…

Sleep sleep sleep sleep

I can finally put this whole past year behind me. I’ve been sleeping for the past two days…

Life after you…

I met P.’s sister for the first time near Ottawa. It was wonderful. We sat in a small bakery and talked nonstop, for five hours. We laughed and cried. It felt like… I was separated from him, then a huge sadness happened for both…

I will stop the time. Because I witness days and nights, But no dates. Only a last date, when you were here. With me, always, in your heart. You transcended time. On a date that ceased time, For me. I don’t want to be…

#SunIsShining #loveisthesame

My awesome brother sent me this song, when I was questioning my strength and whether I can survive a loss so close to my heart…. And he said: Remember we are Lebanese [my name], we go through hell and then somehow emerge in heaven….